Mixed

So its been a long time and alot has happened.
Scott is no longer the youth pastor of neighbourhood church.
Shawn resigned as our youth pastor.
Its been a bit difficult this last month or so.
Alot of tears...to be honest.
But christmas was fantastic.
I have a job at superstore, which is actually a great job.
I rememorized the codes effortlessly.
Personally, i'm a bit of a mess.
Lately people have been telling me i'm really strong.
And they look up to me and i keep them accountable.
But who am i to keep them accountable?
I havent been able to find my bible, so i havent been reading.
Which is lame since i have a million bibles in my house.
And i want to start reading again, i do enjoy it.
And with shawn leaving i feel like i need to step up big time.
But i know that it would be disatrous if i'm not reading.
So i really need to get back into that.
I need to find my bible, because it's dumb but i really love my bible.
I love the notes and how wellused it is.
I also need someone to keep me accountable.
Thats about it for now.