I feel like i'm no longer an active participant in my life

Drifting
from one breath
to the next

Running
from one place
to another

Dreaming
of another life
an easier path

Escaping
to a life
that just isn't mine

Sleeping
through it all
just to dream of something better

Smiling
through the haze
to satisfy your feelings

Drowning
as i struggle
to find myself again.